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Friday, April 23, 2010
; 11:45 PM

And I don't know where to go from here.


I have a bad habbit. I always frown. I frown a lot. I don't mean to frown, and when I frown, I'm not showing any hatred or anger. I just frown without knowing it. I can't tell why; but I do not like myself frowning. Therefore, I'm gonna try my best to abstain myself from frowning and hopfeully I won't frown anymore.


Anyway, I went to Sri Sedaya's Carnival for Ping Pong competition. That school feels so famailiar because I went there for ping pong tournament back in two years ago when I was std6. The last time I went there, I had to just sit aside and secretly peep at people receiving their medals, while I get nothing at all. But this year, I can't believe I actually became one of those people that I used to peep at. I got a silver medal for singles and gold for doubles. And I can't find a word to describe how I feel now. It justs feels so weird. I feel as though I didn't give my best try today, but then I still feel satisfied of my achievements. I wonder what is the suitable adjective to describe my current mood. Still, I'm looking forward to the next tournament which I have no idea when will it be. Hopefully it won't be long from now.


To be honest, I first regretted skipping Canteen Day for this competition. I wanted to go back to school and just ditch the matches, but I can't because I cannot carry myself back all the way to USJ12; I don't have a car. So I just convinced myself and told myself that what was done is done, I cannot change it anymore. Since I have chosen to go for this competition, I'll have to continue moving forward without looking back. Sometimes, chances do not always come. Once I've missed Canteen Day, I think I'll miss it forever, because they only have it once in a blue moon. To be exact, 4 or 5 years I suppose. However, still, staring at my medals made me forgot everything I've lost and think of what I've got. So I think I'm pretty happy with my current situation.


P/S: When will I see your face again?



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