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Monday, October 12, 2009
; 8:46 PM

And I don't know where to go from here



I don't know what to say but, I can't believe that exam's next week. And it's been weeks since I hadn't update my blog. Sometimes I just wonder why can't I hide all day under a hole, without having to face the materialistic, cruel, realistic world. All's fair in war but I'm tired of losing. Everytime I tried so hard to reach my goals, but disappoinment runs rampent once the results are out. The world seem so unfair. Yes, sometimes I may feel envy of other people's life, and sometimes I couldn't stop questioning myself, why do I have to suffer like this while other people can pull through everything without have a single tricker of fear. Everything always goes smoothly for the others, while all I have is nothing. Or maybe I did not work hard enough? Or maybe I did have the oppurtunity but I blew it off and crashed everything with my own hands. I don't know. My mind is flailing like a spider scurrying around, trying to find its way out. Maybe I should just stop grumbling and complaining. A mankind's insatiability could never be fulfilled, but at least I can learn to treasure everything I have. Actions speak louder than words, and as I'm writting this, I know just how badly I wish to achieve my goals, so I better stop now and drive myself into action.


P/S: Happy studying! :D


xoxo.



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