And now I'm picking up the pieces,
Spending all of these years,
Putting my heart back together.



I can't believe that I actually intended to go to school today.
Everything turned out worse than I can ever immagine.
At the begining, I felt a little whoosh of excitement as I enter the school cuz I seriously miss going to school early in the morning.
The morning breeze was awesome.
It kinda gives you an energetic and fresh feeling.
FYI, wearing blazer in the morning isn't hot at all, unlike how in the afternoon when I will sweat up a storm if I put my blazer on.
Had a bit trouble asking the students to sit down, as I don't know where they were supposed to sit at.
It was a huge mess and it took us long enough to make everyone sit down.
Then I had to head to my duty place.
My duty place was a restricted area throughout the entire event, so I'll have to face the lonliness.
Thank god Chy Suen and Yew Ming came to accompany me :D
If it weren't them, I'd die out of boredom now.
After my shift, I followed Chy Suen to her duty place while Yew Ming goes to the pedestrain bridge for her duty.
Coincidentally, Wee Sheng and Thevendra were there too.
They kept calling my name and talked crappy stuffs to me.
I don't know why I even bothered to reply them =.='
But somehow I just did.
At first, we had a great laughter together.
Until the moment where they started insulting me.
In front of this guy, they said that I like this guy, then in front of another guy, they said I like that guy. WTH larh.
Worse yet to come, they said it in front of seniors.
Now the seniors must be thinking I'm some sort of pervert. Zzz.
I got so humilated and blood started rushing to my cheeks.
My cheeks became flaming hot and I just felt like screaming on the top of my lungs.
I can barely take it anymore.
I regret I ever wasted my time and breathe to talk to them.
They might be taking it as a just a joke, but what will other people think?
Watch your mouth and think twice before speaking once.
I felt like stabbing their stomach with a knife.
I had never been so embarrased in my life, never, I swear.
Did not see that coming.
As I'm describing that situation, I'm getting more frustrated and anxious.
How in the world am I suppose to face those people in the future?
Although I was totally innocent (honestly), I'm still worried of what they will think of me.
Haihhhh =(
The whole ceremony ended when our headmistress drove out of the school in her car while waving and holding hands with students.
I sincerely wish her all the best after leaving this school :]]
After that, we went for cocurriculum activities.
Played scrabble, loiterred around with Avryl as we had nothing better to do. LOL.
Did not know what I do next, and I'm not trying to recall those dampening memories.
I should have just have a nice rest at home instead of going to school. O___0