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Monday, July 13, 2009
; 4:43 AM

Mood swings? O.o


Today wasn't a fine day for me, after all.
I felt melting onto the ground, my cheeks went burning hot and my heart was pounding with nerves.
Suddenly, I felt hyper that I kept hanging a bright smile on my face and people must have thought that I'm an abnnormal person or a weirdo O__o
A few moments later, I began to turn emo and felt a sudden trinkle of fear which had made me almost burst into tears.
And then, I went mad that my impatience was rising and I just felt like screaming on the top of my lungs.
WHAT HAPPENED TO ME?
A second ago I looked cheerful and hyper then I went bonkers and suddenly I was mad.
I don't know why in the world am I so bloody moody today.
But still, now my mind's scurrying like a spider, legs flailing and flailing, trying to find a way out from this ocean so vast and full of confusion.
SAVE ME!
Why do I have to go through all this?
I seriously do not enjoy this part of puberty - mood swings!
Was this all caused by my mistake of choosing that direction?
I wanna get outta here, but I'm afraid that it's too late and I'm too extremely attracted by it.
Someone please help!
My heart had broke into a number of small and crisp pieces.
How can I figure out a way to mend it?
A minute ago I swore to myself to let it all go, before it hurts even more, but then a minute later, I find myself obsessed by it again, and completely forgotten what I've just vowed to myself.
I had been through so many depressions, and learnt it the hard way - but I never seem to had learned a lesson.
When can I finally wake up?



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