The echoes of sadness had conqured a once joyful heart.Why are we drifting apart?This has something to do with friendship problems, obviously.
If you had never fought before with your bezzie, then I doubt if you both are even true bezzies. Hahas.
I had always thought that cat fights are bitchy and you know, dramatic.
But I can't believe I actually got myself involved in one. LOL.
Let me get the story straight.
Apparantly, I'm having troubes with one of my former so-called friend.
Our argument is never-seen before that I was tempted to post it.
I don't mean to offend anyone's privacy.
Read this few quotes by her.1. I like to complain cuz I'm not a positive person. And you're right, I am negative. I always think negatively. I don't think that I'm a very good person.2. Do you even know anyone from other school?(Like obviously I DO KNOW =.=' I have primary school friends Zzzz.)3. If you don't wanna change class, that means you don't have friends from other classes.(Is that even a good explanation? Does that even make sense?)Frankly, those words kinda hurt me like a knife stabbing me. It drove me into depression. I mean we used to be so close, and now this argument happened out of sudden O___O
And she even gave me that evil and vicious glare which I thought was a cheap demeanour.
She said that SHE PRAYED FOR ME TO DIE loudly.
No matter how much I hate someone, I'd never pray/curse for someone to die, I swear.
And she's thinking that I'm the one to blame and she did nothing wrong. WTH.
I don't say mean words to people I hate.
I would have just ignored you if I don't like you, but I won't do delibarate actions to signify my spite for you.
Thanks to my friends who were there for me when I'm sad.
Thanks for giving me a hand when I'm in need.
Without you guys, I probably won't figure out a single way to overcome this depression.
I felt devastated that I called her a friend.
I can't believe thatshe would do this to me.
But, my motto is: REGRET NOTHING. FEAR LESS. (By John Cena^^)
So I better just move on.
Who needs friends like them.
No more cat fights or friend dramas.
Exam is next week which means less than 4 days to go.
SAVE ME T.T
I gotta study real hard and prove everyone that I can do it =)
STUDY. STRIVE. ;PPP