This is only the first day since we've seperated.
But I already started to miss each one of us so badly.
I missed how my life was in 6S.
I missed every single moment I had in 6S, including both joyful and mirseable ones.
Time passes as quick as lighting, in the blink of an eye, it's already over. We've graduated. There were so many things we did not get to do and that is a huge repent in my life. I should have appreciated time. But it's too late. Once the chance has gone, it will never come back again. Gone for once, and for all. Time would never rewind either.
When I was in the middle of my wits solving some maths questions just now, I suddenly remember the brainiac from my class - none other than Kok Hoong. It's undeniable that he is a real genius, but good thing he isn't a nerd. He is a hysterical laughter, just like me. I missed the times when we were laughing like maniacs.
When I felt all alone, I suddenly missed my BFF of six year so much - Sindy. There were lots of wonderful memories between the two of us. She has also filled my primary school life with excitement during these six years. She is the person which I miss the most among all.
Then, when I was playing Dynasty Chess in viwawa, it made me thought of the pro - zzgoh. Thinking back, we used to hate each other so much in the past, but then we gradually became friends. And I would truly want to thank him for teaching me some skills in Dynasty Chess and made me a better player who improved alot during the past few weeks. Btw, he is also an amusing person. His funny deeds always made me laugh til I have completely forget about all sorrows. Though sometimes he could be really weird.
When I heared hip hop songs, it made me remember of AuYong, Bryan Lim and many other guys. I missed the times when we were listening to music on the class computer. It also kinda remember me of Dix Xion, who always did crazy dance moves and all the model poses.
I do not know why, I also missed CheeKian so much. Do not misunderstand. I just missed it when we always argued with each other, trying to defense our mistakes. I have to admit that I once felt really annoyed and pissed off by him, but now I missed it so much. We were talkative, and everytime we argued, both of us were quite vehement and there is and endless conversation. His has an abnormal personality. But it was actually quite hillarious when I thought of his behaviour. I missed his voice when he insulted me "hong mau ren". though it drove me mad and furious once. Anyway, he is Yap Chicken, not CheeKian. LOL.
Next, whenever I see skulls, it made me thought of my BFF who is an avid lover of skulls - HanYin. I know that we were arguing and not talking to each other recently, but then during the day before the last day of school, I cannot believe that she actually picked up her guts to apologize to me for her bad attitude. It was quite unexpected that a pertinacious person like her would actually do that. I was really touched that my eyes immediately turned red, flooded and my cheeks were wet by tears. Also, I missed the times when we went to the mall together and I hope that we would do that again in the future.
Whenever I was tricked or fooled, I would thought of the swindlers - YeXiong and Zhao Jian. They were really good at telling a lie. But too bad that sometimes they were horrible in acting. I cannot believe how gullible and foolish am I that I got tricked and hoaxed by them for times. Thinking back, being tricked is not a bad thing anyway. At least it could bring some laughters going on.
I also missed the people which I used to hate so much. The best example - WeiXiang. Wei Xiang always bullied me by his "claws". Oh yeah, I should call him Mr.Xiang instead. You should check out how long his nails are. Yikes *shivers* It hurts alot when he scratched me. But at the end, I still missed the time when I was bullied. At least it's better than my boring life now with nothing special at all.
Besides that, I missed all of my friends too - KayLi, XinTong, NicNac... U guys are simply the best! I'm so loathe to leave u guys. Sad to say that we all have to face this cruel reality no matter what. We have nothing to do about it. God decides our destiny. Look on the brighter side, we are were already fornuate enough that god gives us an oppurtunity to meet each other and be friends. Although we've already seperated, I think that everything's quite satisfying. At least we had abundance of joy during the times we're together. At least we have created a perfect childhood full of wonderful memories for each other. I dare not to ask for anything much anymore.
I cannot be assured if we will meet again in the future. But whatever it is, the times we had together wil always be in my mind, and our friendship will always remain, although we have slighly drifted apart. I miss you guys so badly. Everytime I see somthing, the person related will appear in my mind out of sudden. I miss your voices, your candid smiles. I miss how you've annoyed me. I miss how mean you treated me. I miss everything.
Last but not least,
-FOREVER 6S-
