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Thursday, October 16, 2008
Worried... ; 4:46 AM

Yesterday was indeed an unlucky day for me.
I don't know how to explain, yet I don't have the guts to.
OK, I don't wanna talk about the incident anymore, because I don't wanna be reminded of the horrible scene.
I can just expose my feelings.

As always, I made a mistake out of my carelessness. Don't ask what was it......
I was facing extreme humilation.
It was nerve racking. I'm so doomed. Even now I'm still feeling insecured and anxious.
I hope that things would be fine next week. I really have no idea to face the scary reality next week. This is so awful......

I can't believe that I'm so nuts.
This has gave me a strong lesson not to forget.
Oh crap, I bet that I'm gonna face ultra humilation next week.
I just can't take it all.
It's really hard for me to accept that the fact it has happened to me.
I should have be more cautious.

My heart is pounding faster than ever.
I'm in huge trouble.
I doubt that I would face it without fear.
What should I do?
I'm really in a panic.
My awkward situation can never be remedied...

:(
Yikes



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