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Tuesday, October 28, 2008
I'm Still Okay ; 11:04 PM

What an unlucky day.
There are two bad news in a row.


I already knew that it would happen. Eventually both things
turned out as I expected.


The first one was......
My mom has declined my choice to go to Catholic High. Huge bummer.
With that, I won't be able to stay with my good o'l pals anymore.

:'(



Well, I guess that I have no other options but to accept the fact that this is reality.
However, I truly hope that we all could be friends for eternity and never drift apart no matter the distance between us. May god bless all of our friendship forever.



Ok here comes another one.
There was an audition for all perfomances on graduation today.
I am involved as well as some other friends.
I am performing a piano solo of the song THE SECRET slow version.



To be frank, I am not that confidence in my abilities.
It had only been a week or less since I've started to learn the song.
How could you ever expect perfection from me?
That's so impossible that I would actually take the stage and perform it smoothly, with no flaws and nerves at all.


When I was onstage, I felt as if my burden were heavier. It was totally nerve-racking.
Moreover, I was the first one to perform. SO DOOMED.
I faced extreme humilation.
I messed up and ruined my big time. Sobs.
To make things worse, my left hand went out of control in out of sudden at the finishing part.
Therefore I have no choice but to play with right hand only.
Seriously, you don't wanna imagine how bad it was.
It was so dissapointing.
I took it seriously and tried my best to learn this song all because of this one perfomance but it ended up letting me down.
I wanted to give up and never take the spotlight to perform in a million years.
But the results was not annouced yet.
The judges will make their final decision on Friday.
So what can I say. No matter how bad it gets. there is also still a hope remaining
I don't care if my chances to be selected is considered as one in a million. I still have the will of it.
Let us pray to god that good news will happen after so many mishaps.



On the brighter side, I am pretty glad that after I've finishing performed, my friend was the one who lead the audience to applause for me. I have to admit that it was pretty touching. That's the most memorable scene. Although I was facing a hard time, her deeds had brighten my mood up. Thank you so much..... ^^

Besides that, I'm also quite frustrated about another friend. I find it hard to believe what she've said. I overheard that she told someone that I deserve all the humilation and frustration because of my arrogance. How could she? Is this what true friends look like? Oh yeah whatever. It does not matter.


No matter what have happened, I would be strong enough to overcome it. We should always think positive right? Perhaps this is not my time yet. My moment to shine would depend on my efforts.



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