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Friday, October 24, 2008
Annoyed ; 1:14 AM

SOBS T.T
No more Children's day celebration for the rest of my life anymore...
This indicates that I'm gradually approaching my teenage
And also graduating elemantry school


:(


I feel really loathe and unhappy
I don't wanna leave everyone
This is just so hard for me to accept



I will definitely miss every single faces I see everyday in elemantry school.


I hope that we'll remain as good mates no matter how far is the distance between us
Gonna miss ya all


I have already received the notifactaion letter about which school am I going to next year.


I'm the only one in class going to that school. No one's with me. No one's gonna be my accompanience. What a pity...
I wanted to go to Catholic High so badly. Most of my pals are going there.


Unfortunately, my mom said that it's too far away from my home. So what? It's a far distance from all of my friends' homes too but they still get the chance to.
Why wouldn't my mom support my suggestion?
She told me that as soon I'm in a new environment with new and unfamailiar faces, I'll be able to fit it and be friends with them.
Is the reality as easy she thinks? NO WAY
It'll take some time to get to know new friends. Most importantly, how can I actually manage to find a new BFF?



I love my current BFFs so much.


My mom just don't understand my awkward situation right now.

I don't wanna start all over again in a new environment.

I cannot stand to manage to fit it in such environment full of strangers.

Do you know that after a short period, I'll be facing one of the worst times in my life? I have to do what I did six years ago when I had just go to elementry school.


I don't wish to step in a new school with no one who is close to me.
Life surely sucks after I graduate elementry school, although I have to admit that I'm quite happy that I'm actually leaving this lousy, disgusting and insane school.
Forget about that. The only thing that matters is my friends.


Life is such a sore.
I have doubt that I would actually cope to let go of everything and start all over in a new environment feeling comfortable.
Thats' never gonna happen.
If my mom would just grant my wish and allow me to go to Cathoilc High, then I will be as joyful as on cloud nine.
There'a nothing that could ever make me this happy besides for just this one wish.



I hate my future school.

I have a feeling that it will be so hard for me to make a single friend.

They're all arrogant and self-conceited.
I know cos I've been to several tuition lessons in the past where I met these people who will also go to that school.
They were really obnoxious.
They always despise others and make fun of them.
They kept claming themselves as "flitry rich" and "genius" which is ridiculous. I can't believe the way they behave are so comtemptible but to them it's cool.
See how horrible could it be?
I'm starting to dread now. I can't take it all.


I don't wanna go to that school......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



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