As life goes on, you get elder and elder, the more the stress.

I don't wanna grow up......

I want to be a kid, enjoying her childhood full of joy, living the carefree and gay life without worries.

As I gradually turn elder each year, there are alot of things I have to be responsible of. There are also alot of things that I have to handle myself. Although my family and friends are always there to support me, I still have to surmount each difficulty and overcome all obstacles in life by myself. No one could ever help me with it as its something I am sort of like obliged to do it.

Growing up is something vital and necessary. Everyone has to face it. Everyone grows up. Even the kid you see right in front of you will someday turn into a young adult and finally will go through his/her mid 20s, 30s, 40s......

My childhood was really blissful despite sometimes things never went right. I loved it alot and I wish that I could rewind time. I want to go back to time... Time passes very fast. While yesterday I was in my diapers, just in the blink of an eye, I am already a grown up.

No matter how reluctant I am to grow up, I have to still accept the fact that its reality. I had problems surviving in this materialistic society where you have to struggle to get what you want else you'll be left out behind. But I managed to overcome it, though. Everyone aound my age is facing the same thing aren't they?

I definitely want to go back to time if I get to. But that's a miracle.

Childhood is something special and joyful so enjoy every single moment you're spending before you regret.