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Thursday, September 18, 2008
High expectations... but big frustration ; 11:32 PM

I had really high desiartions on myself. I always set a high target so that it could be an impulsion for me to work hard to achieve what I want. But this time, I have failed to succeed and I feel really frustrated.

I have just took a piano exam recently. I thought that everything should be as easy as it seems. Moreover, my school trial exam had made a collision with it. They both happened just right a day apart. School always comes first but music is important too. Its pretty hard for me to completely foucus on both sides and manage to have good achievement on both. However, I have no choice but to accept the reality and try my best to overcome all difficulties. But honestly, I did not focus much on music.

Eventually, my trial exam results were quite satisfying and I did manage to pass the piano exam. But the big frustration is that I scored a mere 115 out of 150 in piano which gives me a "pass". It's great to know that I had successfully passed the exam but I was expecting higher than that. Maybe a "merit" would be flattering. I don't wanna pass with PASS! :(

Siiting there and looking gloomy all day cannot remedy my situation. It's no use for me to feel depressed and upset. Now I have to work harder for better achievements for my next exam. I hope that I can succeed and not let myself down again.

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