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Friday, September 26, 2008
Another song ; 12:06 AM

Hey there people
Once again, an avid music lover like me(maybe not) would like to introduce to you an amazing song.
This song is composed by a Chinese artist. I never liked him as well as his creations but I can't help to admit that this song of his is brilliant!

Here it is



Hope to play this song professionally in the future...

P.S. Check out the movie too! Quite complicated but awesome!


Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Humilation......Like I even care ; 6:14 AM

Ok, I'm a dare devil.
I do things without even thinking of the consequences.
Sometimes it brings unexpected surprises - mostly flatterings ones.
However sometimes it makes things to happen out of blue and cause unwanted trouble.
But it's alright if I'm being punish because of it. I don't really mind.
Because I deeply believe in the motto GOOD THINGS HAPPEN WHEN YOU"RE BRAVE ENOUGH TO GO FOR IT.

I'm being punished to stand in front of the crowd for meditation of my bad behaviour.
What did I do wrong?
Our teacher forced us to do that stupid robot dance. It makes us look so ridiculous and humilating in front of everyone.
Actually, teachers should not even force students to do something they're not willing to. Students are humans beings. We have our own rights and choices. Ain't I right about this?
But no one dare to rebuttle. Therefore, I had no other ideas but to speak up for everyone who's with me.
I spoke to the teacher with no fear at all. I'm merely fighting for my own rights, and also my friends'.
What's wrong with that?

Unfortunately, I'm being punished by the teacher. She scolded me for my bad attitude. I pretended to look upset with a sense of guilt. I acted as if I regretted of my deeds but I'm not at all. I know its pretty disrespectful to rebuttle with teachers but I have to do it to protect myself and my friends.

Eventually, the teachers let all of my friends "free" from "hell". Sadly, I have to be responsible of my words. Although it was a huge humilation being punished in front of the whole crowd, but I feel gallant deep inside that I actually did something for my friends. To me it's worth it and I do not regret.

Dare devil? SO what.
FEAR LESS. REGRET NOTHING.
It does not matter at all.

Btw, I wrote an apology letter to that teacher for my nad behaviour. I think I gave a sense of guilt in my words in that apology letter, but honestly I had no sincerity at all. I wrote it to save my class's reputation. I hope that teachers won't be talking about how self-proud and arrogant my class is. We are not as vain as peacock, and we're quite humble, but we need some self confidence too!


Monday, September 22, 2008
One of the best songs ever ; 12:50 AM

This is a beautiful song.
It has got plenty of meaning and significence behind those lyrics.
It is also very touching and sad.
My eyes were filled with tears when I first heard it - can't resist the sense of sympathy when I listen to it.
Anyway, it it also one of the best song written compared to those meaningless songs in this generation. Definitely an awesome song.

Hope you'll like it!


Sunday, September 21, 2008
I don't wanna grow up ; 12:30 AM

As life goes on, you get elder and elder, the more the stress.

I don't wanna grow up......

I want to be a kid, enjoying her childhood full of joy, living the carefree and gay life without worries.

As I gradually turn elder each year, there are alot of things I have to be responsible of. There are also alot of things that I have to handle myself. Although my family and friends are always there to support me, I still have to surmount each difficulty and overcome all obstacles in life by myself. No one could ever help me with it as its something I am sort of like obliged to do it.

Growing up is something vital and necessary. Everyone has to face it. Everyone grows up. Even the kid you see right in front of you will someday turn into a young adult and finally will go through his/her mid 20s, 30s, 40s......

My childhood was really blissful despite sometimes things never went right. I loved it alot and I wish that I could rewind time. I want to go back to time... Time passes very fast. While yesterday I was in my diapers, just in the blink of an eye, I am already a grown up.

No matter how reluctant I am to grow up, I have to still accept the fact that its reality. I had problems surviving in this materialistic society where you have to struggle to get what you want else you'll be left out behind. But I managed to overcome it, though. Everyone aound my age is facing the same thing aren't they?

I definitely want to go back to time if I get to. But that's a miracle.

Childhood is something special and joyful so enjoy every single moment you're spending before you regret.


Thursday, September 18, 2008
High expectations... but big frustration ; 11:32 PM

I had really high desiartions on myself. I always set a high target so that it could be an impulsion for me to work hard to achieve what I want. But this time, I have failed to succeed and I feel really frustrated.

I have just took a piano exam recently. I thought that everything should be as easy as it seems. Moreover, my school trial exam had made a collision with it. They both happened just right a day apart. School always comes first but music is important too. Its pretty hard for me to completely foucus on both sides and manage to have good achievement on both. However, I have no choice but to accept the reality and try my best to overcome all difficulties. But honestly, I did not focus much on music.

Eventually, my trial exam results were quite satisfying and I did manage to pass the piano exam. But the big frustration is that I scored a mere 115 out of 150 in piano which gives me a "pass". It's great to know that I had successfully passed the exam but I was expecting higher than that. Maybe a "merit" would be flattering. I don't wanna pass with PASS! :(

Siiting there and looking gloomy all day cannot remedy my situation. It's no use for me to feel depressed and upset. Now I have to work harder for better achievements for my next exam. I hope that I can succeed and not let myself down again.

Wish me luck
Wish you luck too



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